I dont even know why im locking this damn thing up. But well, ive decided to keep things as private as possible. Its better than LJ like that. Its seriously MORE private.

Anyway, im not gonna say much in case my words offend people you know. But im just a harmless little bird. Tweet tweet....

Hahah, after making the decision to lock this up. Nobody would read this stupid blog anymore. Except those ive invited la duhhh. So its like im writing to and for myself to read ? How retarded can i get. But its a good way to get things off your chest when the need arises you see. So you cannot blame me people !

I am so pissed off with the world now. Its funny how people can be so fickled sometimes eh. Like first you decide to do something. Make somebody do it with you, then suddenly just change your mind. Just like that with the snap of your bloody fingers ! Like how the fuck is the other person gonna feel man.

I hate to disrupt my already planned and organised plans. I hate it i seriously hate it ! Stupid fucking bitch ! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Ive got so many things to complain about. I feel like im losing grip of my own world you know. Ive no direction in life. Jean asked me online the other day what i planned to do after poly. That struck me. Like seriously, what do i wanna do after poly ? Start work, earn money first then get a degree ? I really dont know. I dont have a direction in life. Thats pathetic. I really gotta sit down and think about my future soon.

I might stick to being a physio ! Get to meet sportspeople. Cool ehh. (:

I should stop cooping myself in my room and house and step outside to breathe some fresh air. Sleeping at 4am and waking up at 2pm is so not gonna work. Seriously. I need to start on some healthy living lifestyle. Coming Tuesday, I will sleep early, wake up at 7am to jog. I will and i must. I MUST. Cannot start later because its already 335am.

I need to wake up at 10am tmr. So i shall go sleep now. Goodnight Lam. Haha.

Lam has moved.